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Confessions Of An Overweight Teenager
posted on Saturday, June 25, 2005 @ 3:13 AM | permalink
howdie hooo!!!i`m soooo bored all alone at home!!!... haiz... homework also no mood to do.. perhaps after this i gotta go do my hmwk!... haiz.. like'd like that!... hmm.. what shall we tok abt today??... hmmm... abt the way i am... fat... guess wad... got a gal, she came up to me and said that 'why arent u losing weight, janna??...' and laugh it off... she was the most yuckiest creature i`ve ever seen.. she's a total minah!.. u noe, those minah tepi longkang type... i`m not even close to her.. she short... n kinda plum herself... she's same age as me... and drop outta school already... the moment she said that, i felt hurt... is her question suppose to be an ironic kinda way??? i felt like telling her 'look who's talking'... but i juz cant do it.. coz she was wif another minah and her mum while i am alone... actually wen she said that...a tear drop down my eye... maybe my efforts were in vain....... the thing is.... why mux people look down on fat people... n yes... like me??.. am i that fat???... i admit i`m fat.. but hey, i`m working it out!.. i`m not like most galz... who are like 'awww i`m so fat.. i gotta go on a low dat carb diet... eat only apples for meals...'... heck no.. i`m not gona do that!... if i`m fat.. i noe ppl who are waaay fatter den me.. i mean, if i`m hurt by that minah's sarcasism... people who are worst den me will be like hurting alot more... but still they continue to survive!... maybe GOD make me fat for a reason...recently i went to cut my hair at a hairdressing salon... what shocked me was, the aunties there told me i am pretty... but i`ll be prettier if i lose weight... hmmm.. maybe if i`m thinner.. who noes i`ll be proud and eventually end up like a minah... hahaha... n hey, i`m not being vain.. but i'm juz stating the things here... i`ll juz eat a balance diet... exercise at least 4 times a week... if i cant push my weight down.. maintaining it will be juz fine... besides.. i`m not THAT fat rite... i`m juz plum... plum like a pumpkin.... hahaha.. n hey.. i feel better already noting this down here... till den..... -JaNnA RoCkS*
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