"a little snippets of me in every entry"
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posted on Sunday, August 21, 2005 @ 9:25 PM | permalink
Dear frenzzzzz...So wad have u cheeky monkeys been up to lately? exam??? urghhh, tell me abt it! they suck big time! i understand. anyway, these few days got me thinking abt something-friends-. what's the meaning of true friendship?hmmmm... i dano, do u??... Well, i'm not too sure if i've found the perfect friendship yet! i dun really have a fren who's sooo close to me since i was younger!... got some close frenz lah... but not THAT close! there's no kind of fren that i can share everything! and i MEAN everything! watz true frenship? liking the same stuff? being sooo same as in 2 ppl are same? being like sisters? I DANO! frm my experience, too close can be a problem too!. well, i once haf this fren, i tot she's the best girl i knew but it turned out otherwise!. we were sooo close until eventually i got tired of it? WHY? coz she started to like the same things as me, say the same stuff i say, she's trying to be me; i can tell! it was FRUSTRATING. maybe i1m juz being paranoid!... well, to me a fren doesnt hafta change herself totally and be like her close fren!... if frenz haf differences is also not that bad!. at least life wun be boring afterwards!...right?... i felt bad, i admit i bitch ard becoz of her, saying catty remarks juz to make her realise it! but she never did... in the end i confronted her and talked to her. can see frm her face that she's darn mad! but that's the only way to let my heart out!... i dun blame her! who noes itz more to my faulT??... now we r not as close as before!...but she's still in my clique of frenz!.. well, i guess i want frenz who haf both similarity and differences!... datz much more better!.. hmm wierd old me!... for the present and the future, i guess i dun want these kinda things to happen anymore!. once is enuff... now, whenever i see ppl imitating me, i keep my cool and juz tot to myself that i'm a good example to em, datz why they wana be me?... why? i sound proud? nolah, juz wana console myself so i'll feel better! besides, i'm gona make feadora cum true and there'll be tons of my fans!... hahahhaa!... god, i1m like day dreaming here!... niwae, watz the true meaning of frenship again?... whoops, i'm not quite sure yet! but i'm sure gona find out sooooon... till den people, study hard and play hard too! 17 and still kicking hard, JaNnA
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