"a little snippets of me in every entry"
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From The Bottom Of My Heart
posted on Saturday, December 17, 2005 @ 9:03 PM | permalink
Guess what...Itz gona be like less than a month b4 its year 2006! Let's reflect! Hmmm so far 2005 is kinda a tough year. Ya know with all the o levels n the stress and things like that. 2005 is gonna be an unforgetable one. Personally to me, with all the friendship clashes n all. Very hectic, very crazy lah. This year i'm alone as in single!... No bf.. I'm waiting boys, go queue up in my line! hahaha... As if any guys would want too!... Here goes.... Myself This year, unlike in 2004, i finally find out the girl in me. People ard me might go like 'Oh JaNnA's an innocent, geeky, kental gal'... 'JaNnA's that fat girl next door' n bla bla bla... Whatever to that! I believe in myself n that's whats matters! I have great frenz.. datz Erica & Wahedah (though they might find it silly) and great family too! I wun let juz a stupid thing to bring me down anytime! Even though i suck at singing, studies n hell yes, my guitar skills is getting so no good! hahahaha! Perhaps rite nw i'm juz trying to love myself b4 i can love the other part of me.. oh u noe wad i mean! Yes i do love myself but u noe.. sometimes humans tend to be not grateful! Sometimes there are ups n downs in life that u juz cant stop it! But i'm proud being me! I used to hate ppl trying to be me... like once in sec 4 but i learn a useful lesson on it! Now whenever i tot ppl wana try to be me, i'll juz think that i'm THEIR superstar!... hahaha.. afterall i AM a PRINCESS, remember??!! Hahahhaahh... Friends The friends that i really trust now is my bandmates! Erica & Wahedah! They r pretty cool buddies lah, though i make sure that i dun say it often..in case they 'kembang'! I first got together wif them early sec 4 when we suddenly got together! All of us like Mcfly... N dat one time when we sang mcfly medleys in the empty classrm of sec4f... they were talking abt forming a band! n i was like' hey i wana be a guitarist too!'... n since then.. it was FEADORA to us! We went out together n stuff.. Erica's the first to buy her guitar while Wahedah n i bought in january 2004! N as u noe i name my guitar Dan! hahahaha... itz been 11 mnts since i'm a guitarist.. Well, ppl say that it takes 6 mths to be a gd guitarist..but me..???!!!.. hmmm i dun think so! hahaha... so there u go... they are my frenz! i like em most times... but den.. no one's perfect... at times i hate em... at times i'm jealous of em... but most times i love em! but.. i dun backstab them arg!... n yes of coz.. they are hidahny & azizah my other 2 gd frenz..or thatz wad i call it! we kinda drift apart like 20%.... haiz... no point talking abt that drift apart stuff... i dun wana say bad stuff!..... Boys Of coz like any gal, i WOULD wana take a boy's attention... the 1 i like at last!... but seems like boys r more interested in pretty, sexy, really tight, 'uncovered' minah galz! wad do i mean by that u say?!!!... hmm juz look ard n see wad kinda galz guys go for!?.. of cz itz the pretty one! to even get a mly guy bf is difficult.. so how do i get a blondie's attention???!... Wahedah n Erica are like sooo gona get a blondie bf!... me?... i dano.. we'll see!... hahaha... u noe wad.. i've got a crush on a fren... a gd fren lah... dun think he noes it!... rite now he's probably busy flirting wif pretty galz n nt talking to me!... he likes to be the centre of attraction ard galz! well, he's kinda a gorgeous nerd... of coz galz go outrageously surround him... but i dun wan too!... i wan him to cum to me!... hmm.. no clue to who he is... itz really pointless actually talking abt him... oh nvm... my prince will cum!... this year i've silly cruches on this waiter at es teler in far east! he's indonesian chinese n woahh... he's kinda hot!... but den its been like 2 mths since i last saw him... n i cant belive i haf a thing wif my senior cashier!... i bet he's like ten years older than me!... hahaha! crazy! so now i'm like available but curently no.. coz i guess i'm not ready juz yet! Goodbye 2005.....Hello 2006 JaNnA
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