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To work or not to?!?!..Hmmmm
posted on Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 1:43 PM | permalink
Howdie ho!...As you know, ever since i quit working at giant last january, i'm jobless. Why i quit? Becoz i hated the way they treat me and i even worked 14hrs straight on a saturdayand what's more wif cash shortages and difficult-to-handle customers!! That 1st job totally oepn my eyes up to society. Working life isnt fun at all! Its tiring, boring, same routine all the way, unfair treatment... I dont want all that! All you do is eat, sleep, wake up, go to work and that's it! Maybe i'm still too young to understand all that and perhaps i shld start geting other job to gain experience, you say? Well, we'll see then. At the time of working, i did get what i've always, always and i mean ALWAYS wanted! I got myself a sony digital camera, sony discman, thumbdrive, an electric guitar set, cds, teeshirts, the boxers, i DID gave $$ to mama, my 2 grandmas and my grandpa and pay for transport. I did get it alland i'm PROUD of myself that i pay in cold cash with what i wana get not begging from mama. But you know, you cant boast abt it, juz in case ppl think you're being 'ACTION'... The reason i work is to get what i wanted! And i've list it all in the previous paragraph! So what more do i want, i heard you ask?! I want a better education, better life, better everything. And i've always wanted to get that really unique haivanas slippers and a brand new spectacles. See, there's always no stop in getting what you want! So..now, get back to the topic... to work or not to?!?! My mates are working. Perhanps i'm kinda jealous that they are working while i'm not! I'm left rotting through out these months. But, they work to get what they wanted. Just like i did. And also to help their parents since their parents are old and kinda out of job and needed the $$ to pay for important things plus bills and more bills! I kinda pity them, but hey...that's human's life man! No pain, no gain!... Me? I wana work...but i dano for what! Maybe i wana work becoz my mates are working and so i wun feel left out talking abt each oth's job and pay check when we meet. That's why i wana work! Not to feel left out! But is it worth it to follow them and continue working without giving a shit on my own feelings?!... I dano. Maybe you say i'm being too contented and too lazt to work?! Na'ah...I'm afraid if i'm working, i cant concentrate in the projects in ITE later and i cant keep up with school work! I mean, i want a better education and really do well to get into poly 2 years later! I dont wanna stop halfway becoz of some part time job! I did badly for my o levels and i cant accept that! But i still have to face it! I'm gona be successful and breeze thru everything no matter what happens! Who knows when i'm still working, i still have the responsibility to keep track of my own expenses and wun be getting any from my parents?!!... I ADMIT i still need their guidance and what more their $$ for my education and everything... So, is this a big deal?!?!?! Will someone help me please... Just leave me a comment or something... Eighteen and still kicking hard, JaNnA
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