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School
posted on Saturday, June 10, 2006 @ 9:23 PM | permalink
I really felt worked up these few days. Whats more with soccer practice (La Diva competition this 1st July), Dragonboating (Competitition on 23/24 June or Ist July) and later loads more of Student Council-ling. And oh, I still have the upcoming Floorball competition in Julsy probably 5th-9th July. My birthday's coming , but i dont feel like it is, No one cares about it anyway. I dont feel like growing up. There's sooo mnay activities in July. There's soccer competition, dragonboating compe, floorball compe, class chalet, student council camp, my 18th birthday, see musical...I'm gona be dead tired! There'll sure be loads more projects coming up! Wel, life can be sooo busy! I dont have much time jamming to improve my guitar skills. hAIZ.. Perhaps i should practice it on sundays (at least). I have no time for my best bud! Well, actually we dont have time for each other. They are working and have heavy load of school projects on their shoulders; how to jam as a 'band' than!? And i dont have time to oogle at guys that much; as in get to know more ppl...but as if they would wana get to know me! Sometimes its kinda frustrating how come guys i'm 'interested' in go for other gals. I mean, like what's wrong with me man!? Am i too fat for you? Do i look woerd?! Or is it i dont look like a gal, more of like a fat lard of potato head?! Guys just go for the 'pretty' ones and apparently fat gals like me will have to work our ass off into shape! Well, i try my very best anyway. I'm just jealous that James could get a gf winthin motnhs, but i just cant. But hey, they do say that LIFE'S UNFAIR! oH HECK, TIME WILL PROVE IT ALL LATER! Now that make me feel better! Holy shit to the 2 guys who claim they'llreturn my ezlink in school but never did!!!! No wonder people get a bad impression of ite!??!?!?! Oh well, i'll soon prove to the people wrong! Coz ite have people like me!... Hahahahaaaaaa... Thta's just hoe life as it is! I'll just have to accept it and move on and on and oN AND ON...I think!...Super 'ACTIVE' Life, JaNnA |