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Here Comes Another Birthday...
posted on Friday, July 07, 2006 @ 2:10 PM | permalink
Another birthday, another lonely day. Not that its lonely. Its just that there's no THE ONE yet! aint being desperate or anything, but who wants to be lonely anyway? Even if you lose a girlfriend, you'd wana replace her right? Hmm, same here! Love is still not in the air for me! Sometimes it gets super irritating that the guy you like actually dont like you. But, the guy that you dont like, likes you more than you like the guy that you like! Urrmm.. get it? Hahahaha... Or worst, a person of the same gender as you are like you... Loads! Gosh, hat feels LIKE FUCK! If that happens, i'd rather fall in love with Wahedah and keep a mistress, Erica! Eeekk! Hopefully, things doesnt have to turn out that way! I'm DISGUSTED! Yikes. Dont ya feel pathetic that you cant get a guy to like you back? You just dont know what to do, dont know what to say, you get jellies in your stomach, you feel like your heart is racing wildly, and you cant look him in the eye! But, you will still have to act like friends? So, its tough you see. My friends and i feel pathetic when it comes to boys. So hard to attract them! Apparently, boys are attracted to extra pertty gals, long haired, fit+curvy+bug-breasted, gals in short skirts, gals who provide them sex... You just dont wanna deny that right..Boys?!!... So, in conclusion, we are neither those mention above. Handsome guys have never looked a us for a smile. Neither do they ask for our number. Neither do they notice us in school. Neither do they wana lunck with us. We ARE NOT EXIXTED! Like Green Day's Jesus Of Suburbia, 'I'm in a land of make believe, that dont believe in me!'. That's why I FEEL DUMB AND LIKE FUCK! Well, yeah, life is not all about love amd love is not all about life! Having fun with the people around you is most important, i think. No wonder they say LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! No matter how unhappy you are with the new environment, you just have to FAKE it. To end it all, may i find THE ONE and REAL MEANING OF HAPPINESS by the next birthday. Well, hopefully. Bu yeah, I aint gona give high hopes on that for now yet! We'll just wait and see. JaNnA's top 5 wishes this birthday. 10 July 2006. 1. Hey THE ONE, come get me!!! 2. Really get FeAdoRa to kick some ass!!! 3. To do well in Java, CMOS, SW, MME class 4. Get new pair of jeans and some tshirts on my own! 5. Spread happiness and joy to people around me!!! I'll end here, JaNnA (n.n).ii.. P/S: Maybe on monday, i should watch RE-CYCLE alone.. How 'thrilling' is that?!!?
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