"a little snippets of me in every entry"
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this life
posted on Monday, September 11, 2006 @ 3:01 PM | permalink
Hmmmm-mmmm-mmmmThese days i feel rather messed-up, pissed, stupid, silly, dumb all wrap up in one. Really wierd. Wished i could sleep for hours and dream happy thoughts and face reality jus for a few seconds. I've been listening o super hardcore bands these days. I didnt really like it at first but it seems right. (Maybe pissed off punk rockers play that kinda music i guess) I'll be having a three day camp this friday,(yeah like any of you cared like that--except for my 2 BF..aahahah) at Labrador. I got selected for SICT, didnt wana join in the first place, but decided that i need to get away from 'my escapes and hell' and meet new faces. The following Mon will most liely be going to Pulau Ubin for a cycle! Hopefully it'll work out! Gonna go with Memozah and gang and Bedah that is! It has been a year since i last went there. So, if anyone cared or bothered why i havent been online... there you have it! But of coz i guess... no one really bothers. This is patetic! What the FUCK! Hopefully after these 'intensive' outings i'll be me again! The real me, without these stucked up feelings! Oh yeah, if there's a job vacancy do tel me! Hols and puase are coming, i cant just simply sit at home and rot, i'll get fat! Arghhh. Damn. I want a job. Not an FnB job. Of coz no sexual stuff too....Any!? And thank God, CMOS exam was woookey. Just nice. Hmmm. Wooo yeah. Hols coming soon! "I think a part of you still loves me Even though we're moving on Always all ways I wanted us to be Always all ways And i'll wait here on my own And wait for you to see All the time i spend alone now Wont confort me Always all ways Just you and me", Lost Prophets Sometimes the old stuff may never be replaced---but it'll just left like that.. Always all ways har!?... JaNnA Myself
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