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Feeling remorseful?! :'(
posted on Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 1:17 PM | permalink
Reading back my previous entry, i guessed i DID sound a little harsh and rude. Bad words, JaNnA... Bad words!I am soooo not over by the fact that i'm stucked at attachment with 'these' people. Its just that, yeah i like interacting with customers, watching dvds, at least i've gt something t do. But i hate the 'people' there. Unfair, arrogant and hypocrete!!! Well yeah, i got bullied but i do stand up for myself.. At least abit. I know i'm malay and am not 'accepted' in their circle of 'class'. I'd rather be left alone in that store rather then mixing with those people. Like what the fucking fuck! Lunch's always as late as 4. Bloody hell. Not that that lunch time bothers me but unfair treatment SUCKS lah. What is the society teaching us anyway???Ahh well, i better get over this fact sooner or later. I dont wana be such a sober. Maybe working with companies are like this. Especially... Ohh nvm! Oh yeah, dont you wonder what really is love? What if you thought you found that someone but then your family might not like em? Do you give up or still fight for your rights?! What if you like that certain someone but not more than a friend. And you decided to try but that feeling doesnt change into 'more-than-a-friend' thingy? Do you stay and be not true to yourself or move on? And what if you like that someone. Gradually that someone likes you back. But then he say he likes you but doesnt seem to show much fanciness. So whats that suppose to mean? Do you take the first move or you just wait. But if you wait, his feelings might be gone and you'll be ruin. So how?! Maybe there's no such thing as 'meant to be'. You gotta work it out man! Aiyooooo, i am not being a jiwang, just thinking and wondering. Will a geinious answer me that!? Heeeh. 8 weeks to attachment now. ROCKing & still ROCKing hard, JaNnA XD
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