Finding A New Soul
posted on Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 4:39 PM | permalink
First up, i send my condolences to Corraine Bailey Rae for the lost of her husband. Yeaah, its pretty shocking to come home from the endless tours to find a husband dead because of high of ecstacy. And yes, i know you wouldnt stumble upon my little blog, but may you be strong! Cheeey de baaah lah JaNnA! Oh come on, Ms Corraine here deserves the best :) You know i was thinking about what i really and i mean really wana do after this and i've no idea. I've got a teeny-weeny feeling that i'd get rejected for poly. You never know how shit can happens all the time and you gotta be prepared for it. Maybe i sound paranoid but who wouldnt wana have something they can definately secured in their hands?! Anyone would. I think i'm more afraid of not knowing what i really wana do rather than the results. For all i know, i wouldnt wana be left stuck working at a place with rats in the store all the time (hahaha), i know i do still wana be a schooling girl. I guess i will have to check my list again and cross out the unwanted ones. Not that i dont have the slightest idea of what i wana do, but ..... Its hard to say lah eh. Oh never mind, we'll see when it happens. I've checked the most of private schools; Boston Business School, Nanyang Institute, MDIS, NAFA, BMC Accademy, SAE Instutite.... They cost a hell load of $$ but its all good :) And if i could turn back time then maybe i would. And would not. Maybe i'd like to study harder. But then again, i wouldnt realise the difference between a friend and a foe (you know what i mean). My ITE mates are the BEST, each and every one of them. What's more, i found a someone who believes in me and remind me to take a chill pill, keeps me relax when i'm overly-worried. Now now, he aint gay but very manly with his words! Hahaha. *winks*. And all of this for my very last time for being a teen. Arghhh! I dont wana grow up ;( "I’m a new soul. I came to this strange world, Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout , How to give and take. But since I came here Felt the joy and the fear Finding myself making every possible mistake", Yael Naim's New Soul. x___X" |