You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
posted on Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 12:26 AM | permalink
Finally i updated! Hahahaha! Its time to get on my feet and really stand up this time! Hmmm-mmm, i went blog-hopping and Shasha is quite right. Girls, no matter how high their education is, they'd always end up all in the kitchen. Hahaha, which is of course IS true, now that she (as a girl) need to satisfy a husband's needs. But, that doesnt mean, i'm not trying my to quit myself away from studies. Hahahaha. Right now, i'm looking for a better paid job to hopefully save up some for school and less up mum's burden abit. If i can, i wana pay it all on my own, but now, i dont know where to even start. They say you wont survive without a diploma in Singapore. Though i think right now, a degree is the better deal. I'm still figuring out what i wana be best so hopefully this whole loooooong vacation can help me up with some thinking! They say a quiter never wins and a winner never quits *winks* And yes, i do wana quit from working in the place infected by rats, but its just that...... Its a whole looong story lah. I dont know what am i gonna do man! I'd take it slowly as the days goes by lah eh! After so many research about experimental photography..... I think i wana get myself one of those Holga 120 CGFN camera! I like-likeeeee it. Hahahaha. Its so hard to find a camera shop with those, so i search it online. Hopefully i'd get myself one by next month lah eh! Yaaaay!! Any experts on this, please help me with more information in tagboard. Thankssss! Oh Soo read my letter. It was supposed to be read last thursday but i bet the postman coulnt send it on time, so she read it on an unexpected monday. I didnt even get to listen xia! But, Gundu Bubbles managed! Lucky him lah... alamaaaak! Ah speaking of which, i wonder would we still be the same while he's in school and i'm on a loooooong vacation and we'd have different stuff to think about and we'd be busy in our own world and what about the special thing call 'us'? Maybe you'd say i'm thinking too much but it'll have to come sooner or later. You gotta deal it now and get it in your head so you know what you feel in your heart is something that you can go on for. I know i've never say this cause i find it lame but i'm falling in deeeeeper. Annnnnnd i miss Muhammad Faris. And Nur Wahedah. And Nur Asra. And Ruth Tan Chun Li. And Nur Annisa. And Roy. And Yat. And Pau Ayam. And Papa Jeff's endless rants... Hahaha. And oh ya, Samaddddd... Happy Belated 20th birthday, I bet you were in camp! So now.... PICTURESSSS! Zeeee letter!
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