My Looooong-winded-nesssssss ;O
posted on Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 12:43 PM | permalink
WoOokey, so i didnt went for graduation. I wasnt in the mood to dress up and act happy that friday. I do wanted to see Shasha Minah Bus, oh Syaddieq with his smily orange tie (they say), Nurul with her great fashion taste, ohhhh and did i say Annisa looked hell alot like a Ms Property Agent Perfect while Ruth looked like Ms Lawyer in training. Whahahahaa! I went to meet up with Annisa and Ruth and we head to the beaaach. It was hard to ignore the fact that we cant swim cause we've no extra clothes. We had some heart to heart talks and aiyaaah, i wasnt being emo lah just didnt know what to do at that point of time. Later met up with Terry Yiou for dinner and Ruth's friend. Dinner at Banquet's was fuuuuun, Terry and his shy-shy lameness. They say Parkway's Banquet's Ban mian's worth a try man! Alamaaaak, we must go swimming and teach me the bladesss lah seeey! Haaaah. Saturday my family and aunties and uncles planned a bbq cum camping. It was last minute and i've got sucky work to do but i still went. Afterall, i miss my atok and mak to the core lah. Its been loooong since i last had a talk with them though they just live super-God-damn near my house! Haaah. So after having a a few wings, i went into the tent and rest for a while and mak was trying to sleep in there but then she started a conversation. Almaaak my neneeek ni, haaah. She was saying do i have a 'hero'?!. Wahahaha. And was it the same hero she saw at geylang last year during fasting month. HAAAH! Apaadah, even my own nenek make me all paiseeh. Of cause i was denying! Hahahaha. So cute lah mak ni. (*i call my nenek, mak all the time!) Anyway, i wonder how my uncle managed to get that huge tent up, when i tried last year, i couldnt. Its a fucking huge tent lah. Hahaha. Maybe i should stick to the smaller ones. The highlight of the bbq, its mama's own chocolate fondue! Yummmmminess. You all should try having yummy melted chocolate at bbq! Dont believe, pictures up next! Relationship is one complicated thing and if both parties wouldnt wana make things clear, it'll ended up nowhere. I dont quite talk about my love-love all the time here, though i admit i was disappointed at some point. I get people asking me what do you guys do together? Dont you guys go smooches all over? Panking? (apparently the minah's version of getting in hotels and doing stuff) How do you guys converse? Why dont i always see yu guys together? Why are you always alone, Janna?! Ohhh, surely Faris has got another girl, arent you scared?! Laaaadeeeedaaaaaaa! The question is, why are they sooooo KPO to the core lah kan?! Bedah never even ask me thosee! This guy, has got me having butterflies in my stomach still, after his loooong chase. He may look like a mat but he's actually a good boy who's trying to make out his own mark to the world to prove that he can survive any circumstances. He respected me in a whole lot of ways and unlike the guys in the street who simply loves making use of girls and doing things they didnt like to do. He cant excatly say no in helping 'people'. He doesnt let people look down on him and neither does he want people to take sympathy over him. He hates it when people misunderstands him and gets real guilty if he feels he's wrong. He loses his self confidence if things doesnt go as plan(he likes to repeat this plan thing actually... Haaah). At work he's the boss's favourite one and (duh!), everyone knows it. Even i admit i got jealous at one point though i know its silly cause everyone else gotta see him and i dont. But i know i can trust him. And i do. Besides, i'm different than the whole load bunch of girlfriends out there. I dont call him BabyLove, SugarHoneyMunchies, myBaby sayang cause i think they sound girly (no offence) and besides girls, guys are the ones who should pamper us with those words right?! Haaah. But that doesnt mean i cant be romantic or anything. Things are about to changeee, baaybeeeh! As for me, all i wanted is your moral support, sincerity, love, companionship. Afterall, love is really hard to explain laaah! Some say i'm silly enough to be stuck in certain situations and often alone. To me, he can do anything he wants but obviously not to the 'extend'. I know he's trusable and we are the lovers and i know he believes me, like i believe him. At the end of the day, i know he's my my mineee boyfriend. Its the same as best friends. I like the things as they are; for he's my other shopping buddy, my laughing gas, my partner in solving 'crimes', my entertainer, my lover, my dumb-looking-dream-boyfriend-lookalike, my movie partner, my other KFC fanatic fan, my lover, my lover, my loveeerrr, my..... a simply great guy! They say the secret in keeping a guy is not by 'locking' him... its by............. Issssh, adalah! You know, maybe i should let him read by 'Hot Relationship; And how to have one' book! Haaaah. Gonna end here and leave you people with some thinking! Oh by the waaaay, DAVID COOK won American Idoool lah xia! He's soooo cute! And since feb, i've been waiting for Natasha Beddingfield's "Pocketful of Sunshine" and its finally here. I looooveee the song laaaah. Its been the song for my alarm for sooo long. I NEED to get her CD! I'm in love, big fucking ass time lah! JaNnA xD yummy! Ps: I've got a SURPRISEEEE for you BUTT you gotta help me too! ;D DEAL / NO DEAL?! |