"a little snippets of me in every entry"
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Dreams Are Cominnnngggg.
posted on Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 12:39 PM | permalink
Bbq was a disaster. But i glad my friends who i've been hanging out with turned up. They are always there for me like i was there for them when shit happens. Glad you guys enjoyed it :)Yesterday i went to take a walk by myself in the cold rain and i realised stuff just a little too late. I hope its not that late to change what have been going on. And i've to overcome my fears and that something that i thought was worth it to care for. And i didnt realised i was let down by someone i thought i could talk about anything with. I headed to the national library and booy it was really cold but it suddenly felt nice to feel the raindrops on my head as i walked by. The splish-slpashing on my feet made me wana jump and be freeee. Haha, gee i sounded like Annisa but it sure feels that way after a loooong time of not 'playing in the rain'. Anyway the point is, i found this 'Careers in Journalism' book. I took a look at it and woaaah there's a whole lot list of ideas. The ones that popped out is Photo Journalism; it sounds fun but i cant take nice pictures. But maybe i'd like to do the experiment photography type. I imagine myself doing articles about how to do DIY and the creative stuff. Ehhh dont get me wrong, but i love doing that and i know i'd be pretty good at it. I love art since i was alot younger and mum kept my art folios and i put one on my wall right now. Maybe a writter who writes about the yummy food in Singapore, yummy! Or a writter who writes about baking. Hey i loooove baking and i can bake, must have gotten it from my mama. Haha. When i was in Kindergarten to lower primary, i've got this biodata book. You know the kind that you write your profile and stuff and then pass it around to other friends. I remember i wanted to be from Wonder Woman to a radio DJ to a teacher who teaches in the kampung(haha every kid would wana be a teacher eh?) to a cashier(i wonder why.. haha) to an archeologist (cause i love history) to a graphic designer to an IT teacher like Mr Beh to a rockstar to a baker who owns a baking shop to a journalist. Haha, its crazy i tell you. Our dreams changes from time to time but one thing for sure is that, that radio DJ dream has stick with me ever since. But i dont think i have a sexy voice lah kan? Hahaha. Sometimes, its easy to dream but to work towards it can be hard cause shit always happens when we least expected it. And what more we should be realistic about which job suits us best. Lucky me, my parents didnt ever tell me to be somebody i dont wana be. They didnt force me to be lawyers, doctors and shit. Mum did encouraged me to take the art stream when we got the chance to choose in sec 3. But i didnt want cause the class mostly were filled with lazy mats and minahs. So i took accounting instead. Its fun counting money, Mrs Chan make it easy. But if i count money all the time that'll make us money-minded and all. I failed my maths and surely science(i hated this mosssst!) and i coulnt get into the course i wanted i SP. It was a bummer, but mum said why not i take IT in ITE since its on demand. But i didnt know i hated the theory stuff but i love the 3D animation though its hard and photoshop was fun. For a moment i thought i wana be like Mr Beh; he teahes IT stuff after school when i was in secondary. Then for a moment i thought i wana be a rockstar but i know my guitar skills are sucky and taking that up was like something to clear my boredom. And of cause, who doesnt lovveee music? I do! And so you see, our dreams changes all the time. But there's always a dream that sticks to you and in you since you were a lot younger. And you know you can be good at it. I think i got some clear idea what i wana do. I need to be a somebody and make my parents proud of me this time. My parents fork out thousands for this diploma course and also braces for my teeth. They meant alot to me though i didnt mention it to them ever. Thank you mama and baba :) Hmm maybe someday if i work hard enough, i wana get mum a bakery shop. She can make yummy breads to cakes and i know she deserves it. We'll see. I'll see. You'll see. JaNnA xD For the love you bring, let us just sing sing, singggg.
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