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STOP your stupid shit now.
posted on Thursday, July 03, 2008 @ 5:05 PM | permalink
The 'deeper' secrets of lies and shitness at work.As you can see, i've been going on and on about the patheticness times at work. Most times i hated being there, having no one on my side cause everyone thinks of themselves. But sometimes the kind customers really made my day and just the word 'thank you' with a big smile would cheer me on to keep on working there... Regardless of the rats. I dont know what's going on with the fucking ladyboss. That tittle doesnt even fit her now. She used to 'follow' the rules though she'd add on the extra hour for us hard-working ones for more pay. She even had the courage to call up the police when she found out her sister was the one who stole the money at work. I thought to myself that even though she's a fucking minah, at least she understands me and can layan my english-ness. But things are different now. I wonder where did it went wrong that screw her fucking brain. She started to hang out with Ass. And yeah i'm wookey with that. But they both started to create excuses about being 'missing' from work. Ass confides in me and she told me all about the conspiracies. Like how she and ladyboss hit the club and went dancing and getting high and drunk together everytime i had to work all alone at night with the rats. Like how ladyboss's hubby wanted to divorce her cause she hit the club all the time. And all those bruises she got from being beaten. And how her clothes were thrown outside the house. And how she accompanied ladyboss to the high courts and watch her. And all those terrible curses she got. Like how ladyboss's flirting with a bodyguard at the club and making him think she want him but that's all only for the money and free entry. Like how Ass had to go to hit the club quietly cause her family doesnt like it. Like how she gotta hide her new sexy clothes from her mum. Like how she ran away a few weeks ago cause her mum found out and told the police to find her. But she's 22 and they cant do much. So she's living off with ladyboss right now. Quited the damn job and wanting to be some bar girl at St Jame's Powerhouse. Seriously, i rather not know about their private lives. And i did told her not to tel me but why did she ended up telling me still? I fucking dont wana know. And its fucking stuck in my head and phewww, i feel better now. The first time i wanted to quit the job was when Auntie Hawa said all the mean things and was trying to get people on her side. Aunty Kpo's her best friend so they often bitch and think of all the stuff that can sabotage ladyboss. The main reason they hated her was, Auntie Hawa thought she was going to be the manager of the store but when ladyboss came, everything change. She get Auntie Crazy to not turn up for work and stuff cause she's the most easy target and naive. The second time i wanted to quit and i called up ladyboss, totally pissed with Auntie Kpo was because of the donation box and i wanted to go on a holiday. She simply told the AM i might have stolen the money. Like what the fuck?!. But of cause she mostly hinted Ass who would stole the money. Auntie Kpo's story like this; she said she saw ladyboss opened up the box and took the money and throw away the lock. And it just so happens that the very next day, the organisation from the donation thingy came to collect it. Guess what, they obviously cant open the lock and ALL the locks in singapore from that same company has the same key. And right then, the day the money was stolen was on wednesday night. I did got a text from Ass saying she wanted to borrow some money urgently. Do you see the whole idea? Ladyboss and Ass could have stolen the money that night and then head off to the club. If these two arent guilty, then why Ass said that she exploded the cctv and its spoilt right now in the first place? Hmmm. See what i mean? But only God knows lah. But seriously its just karma that it turned out like that for them and they're the ones who got the blame! So just last week i told ladyboss i'm quiting and its seriously over and that this is my damn freaking last week. I didnt told anyone there. For all you know, she can mark me as MIA and i'd get terminated from work and all the companies under the same place. And my name would be black listed. Gosh, i dont want that to happen. Its not like i didnt work properly. Besides, i need a freaking break and school's starting in august! I got customers telling me we're the younger generations, we should have different experiences for us to go through and pick which line in the working industry best suits us. That's quite true as i see myself couldnt quite decide what i want for myself just yet. And Dan and Young told me to simply BE LAZY as an advice. And that's a brilliant idea, now that i'm acting lazy at work in front of ladyboss. But yeah, i've been working here for almost one and a half years and of cause there's the sweet and the sour memories. I really thought its the best God damn job ever though the customers were alot and stuff but i get to work with my best friend; Bedah and a great manager; Ah Pau. Since he made the decision to live in the Phillipnes with his wifey, things got worst. Working with the best friend was fuuuuun. We got to catch up on the weekends, air guitaring and air drumming the beat to metallica and simply goofying around. Working with Isa; the guy who looked like Mika with the big hair was strange but it was woookey. He looked like malay but his mum's chinese and dad's indian. I was shocked when he spoke super pekat tamil with Uncle Rave. He's always singing songs to the radio out loud. He's pretty tall to reach out the stuff on top. There was Harris, ex-bestfriend's classmate. The main motive he's working there is just so he can get the money to buy himself a bike! These two get along pretty well and quited about the same time too. There was Uncle Rave; the one from malaysia. He's such a poor thing lah. He had to come to singapore everyday from malaysia and cannot miss the train even just for 1 min. He's really cheeky but friendly cause he's got soooo many resources of 'uncensored' videos. Hahaha. Auntie Aishan was a really nice mama lah. She's sweet and very makcik. And the best thing was she thought i was a mix ang moh and malay blood. Haaah. She always compliment my eyes, how brown it is, just like Annisa. She just make everyone feel good lah. There's also Auntie Dangdut who even admit she's a dangdut singer. Urghhh. But she owes everyone money and she talks and brags freaking a loooot lah. Oh yeah Juraimi came on the later part and everyone didnt wana work with him cause we thought he cant handle money because of the shortages but the 'culprit' was caught. Lay Chai's this little woman who talks malay all the time cause she hated to speak chinese. Hahaha. And not forgetting Gundu Bubbles came to work. I was damn shy to work with him lah but we got over it. I was even shy when we face each other in school and the SC meetings. I bet he was bloody shy as i was. I was always telling Bedah how cute he is and Bedah go rolling her eyes! Hahaha.He even pushed the button; guess where? At work, when i was sending him to work after an SC event. Haaah. Damn funnny. He was kneeling down with two heart-shape ballon. How could i forget that? Haaah. Its been a long while we're together. Yeah we've quarelled and made up and things happen but it turned out wookey. Aww man, i think i miss him right now. -___-" chill JaNnA! I guess i really wana end this pathetic job. I cant help being so pathetic and used and called stupid names by ladyboss. Yeah no one's perfect. I have flaws, everyone does. I maybe fat, chuby whatever. But i like the way i am though i admit i gotta be abit on the healtier side. Who is she to bring me down? She is no one. Fucking no one. But thats wookey, cause karma will come barging right smack at her ass. And with that, GOOD LUCK. Phewww.. Somebody please save me? JaNnA ?__?"
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