Hey-hooo lets go (:

'Fans', I'm back! Wondering where have i been?! Aha, you could have text me or leave me a tag. Right now school's been craaaazy, i'm still mending this heart, still wonder how come everyday's a rainy day, i wonder should i start working or not andddd I'm into this gymnast from the recent olympics; Kohei Uchimura, he's sooooo cute lah! *winks*

School! So i just started school. Imagine you thought you're going to an enviromnent where its all new and no one knows each other so that you can make new friends. But guess what, the class's damn huge lah; about 80 people. Most of them know each other as they progressed from the certificate level. Feeling ood? Feeling weird? Yes, i do no offence ar but most of them are such a snob, barbies and kens or maybe Bratz even. Haha! But who am i to judge them?! They are my classmates for now. Though the class's pretty divided in cliques. How typical -___-" I've made some friends; there's this shanghai girl but she's quiting soon. An indian girl who's so proud of herself cause she was from JC and thinks the school's for students who failed their o-level. Damn i'm stuck with her for 3 module projects! Ohh yeah there's this cute korean-jap looking guy but he's malaysian really. So cute lah, if he's taller, i'd pounce on him! *laughs*... Eh wait he's probably 16 or 17 at least.

No wonder mass communications is always connected with english. We've to answer 5 out of 8 questions each costing 20 marks! Reminds me alot like history exams. Hmm what do i learn in school? I like Social Behaviourial Studies. Its like relflecting yourself in the mirror really. And how we humans are like amatuer scientist trying to understand other people's lives like busybodies and didnt reflect on our own. In most way, its true lah. I'm loving this module man! There's also Dynamics of Mass Communications; about how media influences the people around the world. And how we are like all a 'colonial' to America. (its a looong story lah, do your own research and you know what i mean) How we tend to 'follow' them cause we think its cool. I often find myself laughin away cause i didnt actually admit it in the first place. There's Techniques of speaking and writting; very fuuuun too. Its about how to talk, be brave infront of people and speak better. The lecturer's kinda scary some kinda vampire+dracula like and weird too but entertaining funny lah. It reminds me in Secondary school, Miss Sultanah and Mdm Rogayah's the best! Finally there's Human and Mass communication. Its about how to be a good communicator to the public eye be it in media or in business. I dont know why i aint fancy this much but the lecturer's good lah. But my group project for this is 'Spiritual Communication; The Paranormal'. Interesting but scary right? Hahaa. I cant wait for term two.... Radio braodcasting here i come!!!!

Actually overall, school's wookey lah. Its like in a small building, an old ITE really. I have to go an hour early out of home otherwise i'd be late. I've got no time to think of what to wear for the next day. In times like these, i appreciate uniform! Really damn leceh lah. I need to buy more shorts and tops man! Yes of cause there'll be people who try to bring you down when you're out doing your thing. The different cliques that only go for looks or brain or being cool and un-virgin are oh-so-pathetic. But you know, you gotta make it through the day....

Friends?! It can be complicating most times. Like what does friends mean to you? Are they people who accept you for who you are? Or do you change yourself just trying to be accepted in their shoe? Or are they the one who try and make you agree with them and you not stating any point of view of your own?! Or you some what agree to play on being friends cause of the differences? What's the meaning of friendship to you?

I'm mending my heart still. I try not to think about it though it sometimes get in my head. I know i gotta be strong. Stronger. Why is it always easy to fall in love and then hard to stay in love and be miserable when you're out of love? Someone asked me that and yeah, no one excatly have the answer though. I think of you but sometimes why do we humans dont wana admit that we need so much but rather much keep it to silence? Does it have to mean one is weak? Or is ego really important than our own happiness? "Even when i'm in a mess, i still put on a vest with an S on my chest, I'm a superwoman, yes i am, yes you are, yes she is", Superwoman, Alicia Keys.

I've been going to the gym actually; ladies hour. I think puasa time i'd better go still! Trying to run my head into other 'channels', losing some extra baggage but i do still wana be chubby; that is what makes me, ME! They have got some really hot guys in the gym at night! *cheeky-cheeky* Ohhh and i went to ITE the other day. Waht else to makan my nasi goreng ayam sambal yuuuumyumm! And guess what, i saw that Mr Lion!!! Didnt wana see him in the first place. Ekks! But i kinda pity him lah cause he always look like he's in misery! Come one, SMILEEE dude.

I've been some what crazy these days, and lazy too.Blame it on the syioookness of the rain! Sometimes i do am lazy to get up for school but thats wookey, at least its just 3 hours. There's this time i wanted to go shopping after school, dropped at city hall but then it rained! So bought my personal fav subway and head home. Walking in the heavy rain was fun. I mean people just gotta let lose sometime. So i was walking real slow, playing with the puddles, singing to myself out aloud. Mind you, i havent been sick for soo long, just headaches after that. See, i've got strong cells in my body! Hahaha.

Annnnd its the fasting month! How fast is that?! HAPPY PUASA ya'all. Do tell me if you wana get your ass to geylang. I wana get ramly burgers and yummy ayam perciks! Gosh, i'm craving for it already xia! Also, i'm trying to best to be a better person. Perhaps wana do some prayers this time around. Like Haikal says, in life everything is independant. Cause in the end when you're on the death bed, there's no one but only you and you gotta address God and face him on your own. Ramadhan's this monday and that has got to mean something... Oh and i think there's something wrong with my friendster, i cant login. Its been long, maybe i'll ask the admin soon lah.


And THANKS to the friends who layan my nonsense lah eh. Syaddieq the cherry-faced; i hope you can cope there man! And updateeee your blog lah you lazy bum. School's hectic ready?!Annisa; i wonder how you're doing, got into school?! Always pass by your place but you aint at home. Ruth; thanks for the company online and when you wana go shopping with me xia?! Haikal; you're soo abang-ish but thanks for wise words. When wana blanja me makan and you still owe me my present eh! Haah! Pfittz; the one who thinks alot. Damn, he's like a walking encyclopedia so you can ask him anything! Shasha; you're as sweet as ever. Tunang must invite me eh!? Hehehe. Wookey2, maybe after 2 years. Let's go shopping man! Bedah; where are you? Been busy is it? That girl; You've been there and listen to my rants. Yeah, that meant alot! Past is past but somehow, i'm happy you fight for your love.


Can i say that I'm eyeing a lavender baju kurong this time. Totally love it (:

JaNnA xD

"Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?",
Paramore.

Subway, Eat Fresh.
I dont know why but i am obsese with it. And i eat the same thing all the time! Parmesen Oregano bread+tuna+get it toasted+double cheese+lettuce+mayo+chilli=syiooooookness! The cookies are the extra treat!