"a little snippets of me in every entry"
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Primary School
posted on Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 12:53 AM | permalink
Back! I was browsing some secret stashes i keep under my bed, stuff that's looooong ago. Its funny how it can bring memories and remind you of who you were or who you thought you were a loooong time ago. Umm, you know what i mean. Haah!I found my first ever diary, you know the sort that you write your biodata and stuff then pass it to your other friends so that they can do their's. That was like from my primary school days. Hahaha. It was interesting really but i wonder why didnt i continue it on in secondary school untill now. Probably times change. Like i wrote in the diary, under ambition, i'm inspired to be a DJ from the start. Being DJ's sooo fuuun! Or an artist, not the actress one but the one who draws. I've always love art in primary school, how the teachers get us to explore the different techniques of being creative and very hands-on. Thats why i'm doing how kids communicate through art for Human and Mass Communications module.... Damn 3000 words = dead! Wookey, back to the topic. I wonder why i didnt continue with art in secondary school. That's probably cause the art stream in sec 3's filled with mats and minahs and the rejected ones. I aint trying to stereotype people but... That's what it is. As i read through the pages, i remembered Siti Aminah. She's the first ever person who became my best friend in primary one; probably Choo Zhang Li too. I wonder how she's doing now. I remember her as a very fair girl, long semi-curly hair, sweet looking and we used to write letters ever since we got into different class in primary 3. I remember we'd eat together. Nasi lemak probably. Mum gave me like 80 cents to a doller for school in primary 1 and 2... seriously! Hahaha. Oh there's this girl, let's call her NF. She was sweet then but now.... Woah, she's like one of those minahs. Its funny how you used to be friends with someone and then they changed drastically to be someone they are not cause they just wana be in the popular clique. Is that even more important than being youself? Only you can answer that. I think i very much prefer my primary school life rather than growing up and being so old like.... Right now! I remembered there's this boy who brought toy bombs and played a prank on our maths teacher who took my best ever art work with crayons that i drew on national day. How i begged mum to get me a book during those book fairs in the canteen at some point of time. I still have that lucky pencil Mdm Zeinah gave everyone for PSLE. I remembered how Priscilla; the one in the dancing thing in channel 5 with her boyfriend who's also her partner, she used to be a real tomboy and she told me she hated dancing. But she's a great ballroom dancer now! I got my first Britney CD, a gift from a friend, I first likeee the colour ORANGE cause i was in Leopard house and its bright orange. I always go cycling even in K1 with a childhood friend,Zaid. His grandpa and mine's pretty close and we're the same age. We cycled alot around the neighbourhood and played in the playground holding hands like there's no tomorrow. I think we're pretty shy to talk about that now.. Haha! Those days were fuuuun, however... All good things come to an end. The present..... Can zoom us by like the fastest train in the worrrld, with the blink of an eye but yet, we might not notice the things we have lost, have gain, the things we thought we cherished, the things that we thought were pointless, the little things that matters, the littlest things that keeps us happy when we're sad, that one thing we've always wanted to do from young, the journey of our lives that makes us who we are, the believes that we believe in, the things that we always wanted to say but our ego's in the way. Some might feel like time is going really fast but others feel its slow. I think its fast too, i'm getting old. Dont you wonder how it'll be like when you're 50? Would you still be lonesome? Or would your kids take care of you the way you wanted them too? Someone told me its better to die faster than living in this world, searching for something, getting materialistic, getting hooked with the world. In the end you will still face God and the afterlife. And how would you answer to him about how you wasted that life away? Its actually true, really. For us humans, nothing is ever enough, we always want more than what we have. Woaah, i wrote alot! Alamaaak, i sound like soo serious xia. Must have been too much of the modules in school. Haha. Aiya, wana practise for my essay writting and research literature. But seriously, i wonder what i'm gonna do after school. Hmmm-mmmmm. Does anyone know where's the satay burger shop in geylaaang?! I blooody want one lah!!!!!!!! JaNnAAAAAAAAAA
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