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Wise words before 2008
posted on Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 3:00 PM | permalink
And so we have come to a point that its 3 days before the New Year. Excited? Anxious? Afraid? Looking forward for a brand new beginning? Hesitating and would rather step back then forward? Well look at the bright side, it’s a brand NEW year! 2008 was a big unexpected experience for me. Having to deal with something heart wrenching that made me confused, deal with the every day life of hypocrisy, facing the people whom I thought mattered when they don’t exactly bother and so much more. Sometimes I’d wish I wasn’t being sympathetic to such people cause it doesn’t make any difference in the end. But of course with the bitter ones it will be even up with the sweetest ones. I don’t exactly think about the bitter ones instead I’d rather leave it lock in a drawer of my brain. Life is more than just being pathetically bitter all the time. "But you’re just a boy. You don’t understand, How it feels to love and die someday, You wish you were a better man, You don’t listen to her, You don’t care how it hurts, Until you lose the one you wanted, Cause you taken her for granted, And everything you had got destroyed. But you’re just a boy", If I were a boy by Beyonce and by the way this video’s awesome and it reflects life. I am actually glad that I’ve chosen the mass communication path (when in the beginning of this year I was torn between the IT courses in poly); something I’ve wanted to do since O levels. Though minus the part with Barbie dolls and Ken dolls in lectures. Oh minus the pathetic canteen, the small library but they’ve got nice people there, no swimming pool and glass doors everywhere. I have the fear of glass doors ever since one fell on me during attachment sometime ago. Gee I was practically calling everyone to ensure me I wasn’t dying and I was crying all the way. *JaNnA blushes* Damn, I am such a nerd! Anyway I love the subjects though I think I’m pretty average but I enjoy the practical sessions with KL Lim for TV and Radio Production. It’s been fun and I guess pretty easy dealing with the real big production cameras. I suka lah you! Wish me loads of luck for term 2 yeah? I wouldn’t have guessed what I’d be doing if I’m not in school right now. Probably still working at that pathetic rat-ified place. Eeeks! I’m oh-so-proud-of-myself that I stood up for me and quit that darn place. Never ever am I gonna look back and regret it. It was seriously pathetic lah sey! I wonder how the lady boss is now. Probably learnt her lesson or perhaps find other victims to escape to the club with. And of course with every New Year it comes with a New Year Resolution. Oh how typical. Haah! Oh you don’t have to read below, it’s something to remind myself for this brand new year bahbey! 1) That Creative X-fi mp3. Yes I am finally getting one cause my Masashita the Discman is dying. Probably there’s something wrong with the wires. I don’t support mp3s much cause I always buy CDs but I think it’s about time. IPods are pretty much common and apparently everyone has it so I’m going for something different. And don’t laugh but I just don’t get how complicated they are. 2) Enroll myself in the advanced diploma in mass communications. Oh mama please? 3) Pass the exams of course. Or at least Bs. 4) DSLR camera! I can’t help it but I also want one of those before I start the bag packing journey at 21. I think a fun holiday won’t be fun enough without one of those. Annisa help me on this one! 5) Mama says start to enroll into a self defense class so I can karate myself when I’m starting to back pack at 21. Woo weeee, who wants to teach me? 6) This year I plan to master the song "The Girl from Ipanema" on guitar by Astrud Gilberto. Wooo I love her lah and the song! Trust me it’s hard! 7) Perhaps fall in love? I am not betting on this one and I admit I am not ready and I’m afraid it’ll happen again though people say look on the bright side Janna. 8) Losing some weight has been on the list for a very long time. Hahaha! I am trying but I don’t want to lose the chubby cheeks of mine eh. 9) Spread the LOVE in my family. When everyone else abandons you, you know you have your cousins, uncles, aunties, family and most importantly yourself. I’m just content with life right now. 10) This one would be reserve for my 21st birthday. Gosh, I am getting old and legal. Heeh! But please do keep giving the compliments that I look 17. I love it, thanks. And if you’re feeling down, always know that I am here. I so love-love this song lah dey! "Tonight the Super trooper lights are gonna find me, Shinning like the sun, Smiling having fun, Feeling like a Number One. Tonight the Super trooper beams are gonna blind me, But I won’t feel blue, Like I always do, Cause somewhere in the crowd there’s you", Super Trooper by ABBA And to end this 2008, let’s sing it the song "Make it Mine" by Jason Mraz. I swear if he’s confirm coming this march I’ll stop double thinking about going to Fall Out Boy’s concert. And oh I think FOB’s new album’s pretty average though infinity on high was so much better lah. And oh, Mister oh-so-cute Mraz PLEASE DO CONFIRM that you’re coming! *JaNnA blushes* Shoot, i'd better complete 1. My dolphin assignment for PR 2. Proposal fr TVRP project and 3. News graphics for tomorrow's practical live news brodacast test! Looking forward for a better 2009, JaNnA (n.n).V..
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