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My Freaking Fault.
posted on Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 7:44 PM | permalink
Sad-ded ;( Wookey, so they finally send my advertising supplement paper. Dad took it from the mailbox and i opened it just an hour ago. The verdict?? I FAILED. Yes i was discouraged. Yes i went completely from a happy goober to some kinda minah emo. I tried my hardest and my bestest to squeeze it all in my brain within a week and all thoese late nights. Tough luck it didnt work out this time for me ;( Is it just me and my brains or its the paper? I thought i was so ooon with it. Maybe i'm just stupid but if i am, i wont get those kinda grades for the other modules. Could i have strive harder? Indeed i could have. I dont how unfair it is when people dont fucking study and they get away with a D. Well, like they say, life's unfair. Its time to see freaking Simon's face again and hopefully do better. Am i feeling bad? Yes i do. I dont wana waste my parent's hard earn saving. I guess ultimately the blame's on me. I could have studied harder ;( Aiyaaah, let me go emoo for tonight and tomorrow i'll be better. See lah, no mood to write about Cousin's birthday. And by the way, it was a happy one. For now..... Turn off the lights please. NO WORRIES, I'LL BE FINE BY TOMORROW! Its gonna be a new beginning! ;( ;'( "And i so hate consequences, Running from you is what my best defense is. Consequences. Cause i know that i let you down. And i dont want to deal with that", by Relient K |