"a little snippets of me in every entry"
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Sumo House, Orange Roses and a new Dell.
posted on Sunday, September 05, 2010 @ 11:42 PM | permalink
 Halo, anybody there? These flowers look pretty dont they? I still have them on my desk. Why are flowers so pretty? And i may not be a flower-flower kinda girl but i do like them... sometimes. Zaheerah got me these when we met for Sumo House dinner. Its funny how she could read my mind and brightens up my day. Yeah sure i was feeling rather lazy, i felt like not talking to anyone, i felt like i just wanna be on my own, i just wanna have some space to ponder, you know what i mean? But the food, good company and the roses made my day (: Sometimes i feel really dumb when i'm in class. There's like 15 of us and the lecturer wants everyone to speak up but i felt like i dont know those issues. I felt like i'm not myself. I felt like they think i'm a weirdo or something, always wearing my work tee. I mean this guy actually even asked how many pieces i've got. How embarassing is that? But i dont really bother, its not like i stink so bad or something. I think Public Relations Strategy Planning and Management (PRSPM) isnt as easy as it seems. Well yeah, it was easier in diploma but now, woah its soo many factors and common sense. I know i have to start reading the straits times everyday no matter how much it bores me. Its all about the current affairs. I need to read up the textbooks but i know i got the general idea. I'm worried about the projects. I've got one group assignment, one individual and another still unsure cause we can go in groups too for Mass Media Research (MMR). I'm just worried no one wants to do with me. I hate this feeling. Gosh, wish me lucks! I was thinking of doing about secret societies-illuminati but i am sure its going to take months! I really need that luck! On another note, i got myself a new lappy; a simple Dell. Comex on a saturday was so-so busy yet it helps cause i went on my own cause no one approach me for flyers. I hate those. The guy even got me the wrong laptop and i only realised it after payment was made and after the cashier lady setup for me. I was ripped off cause i lost $50 cause she said she cant give me cash but got me another better bag and speakers. I couldnt say no, i didnt had choice do i though i know i dont fancy that bag. I forgot about the extra freebies when she gave me the laptop and i went back to get it. I mean, i know its such a singaporean thing to do but.... i mean i dont wanna be rugi either. Lol! Yay, my first lappy with my own money. That's an achievement for 2010 accomplished (: I miss a certain individual these few weeks. I wonder where the CI has been to. I wonder if the CI thinks of me. I wonder if the CI is back but yet wouldnt wanna contact me any longer. Apart of me is telling myself to move on but apart of me is telling myself to hold on until that date comes. I felt like something is amiss but yet i wanna believe what CI says. Somehow i kinda know it wont work out but i choose to ignore that cause i have a little faith. I've been in this situation once and it was bad. I wouldnt want history to repeat itself. Ah well.... I know i cant be bothered. If its gonna happen, it will happen. If CI is sincere, CI is gonna be back. I guess the truth will prevails in the end. Bahhh... its 0030-ish right here. I'd better be sleeping. I know i will after i find some PR crisis in singapore. Wish me lucks (: JANNA PS: Please stop false-hoping this person. Its never gonna happen. Period!
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