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Post-tendered-Feelings
posted on Friday, August 31, 2012 @ 10:21 PM | permalink
Helo World, Today I just gave my resignation letter to the Manager. My decision is final, I want to leave. I want to find a better job. I wanna see how far I can go with my certification. I want a better future. I want financial security. Today I was so afraid that I will turn away this tender letter and put it in the bin. I was afraid that I'll listen to the slow talks. I was afraid that I will feel guilty and decided to stay.. Yet again. I feel like I cannot do it cause my heart is heavy. But I know I have to do it for myself.. Now. I know I cannot give in. This is how the last goodbye feels like. I never thought it'll feel like this; broken, thorn, sadness, guilt, miss-judge by people, being replace ASAP by another person whom you know isn't as appreciative as I am. I never thought the people at work would thought that I quit because of someone else. I never thought I would be misjudged easily just like that after all my hard work and sacrifice and loyalty to the company. I feel slightly cheated by this treatment. I want I end things nicely but I guess no one is sincerely nice in this world anymore. My days is limited in the company and I am going to do my best, the best I can because I believe in integrity. I learnt a lot about integrity working here but unfortunately........ The person who taught me that, is not my own boss. With that, thank you for the memories.... Even though they weren't so great with you authority people. To the rest... All the best! - ME
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