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The Last Goodbye
posted on Sunday, September 30, 2012 @ 10:54 PM | permalink
Hello World, I finally quit the job. I did it. I did it for me. It's the end of September now, a big change arises. A new beginning is something I look forward to. This is my future. As scary as it seems I hope to do my very best. That last day at work, I don't really feel sad. I know this is what I've been wanting all along. But I can't help feeling sad leaving behind the nice people I work with. I know it's hard for them that I am leaving letting them handle the "annoying people". Like I know they wish me luck and all but I got a feeling like they hoped I hadn't find a job as a replacement and that I would still work partime for the time being. At least I know this particular individual does. I don't know how to describe it. It's like someone is so attached to you and make you feel bad about leaving them, like they own you but really they don't. That's the worst feeling ever. It stinks. Cause you know you are your individual self but someone is trying their best to get you tied to them when it is not your duty to do so. Break free from it. The song "Fireworks" by Katy Perry has a deep impact on me. I love the lyrics. That song keeps me motivated and cheer me up when I'm feeling down. Alhamdulilah, I found a job. It's a new change. It's something different. It's a new challenge. It's a new environment. I'm worried, nervous, so scared I'd screw up so wish me all the best of luck! I know some people can "pretend" to wish you but really they are not genuine and I also can tel how others are genuine in the most sincere way. I thank those people who are sincere and for the record, stay away from those who don't really want the best for you, they are not your real friends, let them think what they want. And after those years working for them, there is no thank you, there is no all the best, there is no sincerity... I feel so disappointed. Mum was right all along, they were only making use of me BIG TIME. Karma will get the best of them someday but for now I wish them all the best. Cheers to a new beginning, JaNnA (:  
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