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Saying HELLO for the first time in 2013
posted on Sunday, November 10, 2013 @ 6:26 PM | permalink
Hello World, Yes it is Novemver of 2013. And yes I haven't been writting anything on here for say practically a year to be exact. Where have I gone to? Why haven'y I been here? Why have the months go by so fast? Here are some of the updates of my life...
* I got a new job Like I've updated last year. So far job is going great. The people in the office (school) are fun to talk to but you know how there will be at least one person who's a big-ass spoiler and the nosy person? Yeah its like that. You will always always have that kinda person around. So far I'm happy with them as long as they don't push my button, if you know what i mean. Then there's the kind of people who are big on authority but sadly their character is nothing to be proud about. Why are there people like these? I guess that is how working / adult / life works huh? Life's a bitch. Life's like that. You gotta do things that keeps you happy at the end of everyday. * I got a pet turtle If you know me, I'm a massive turtle lover and I finally bought my own pet turtle or shall I say a terrapin to be exact. If only I could keep an actual sea turtle I'll be over the moon! I named him Ketoi. Actually I don't really know if its a boy or a girl, just going with the gut feeling I guess. He has been with me for a few months, say at least half a year I think? I'm gonna keep him with me and safe guard him till he's big enough so I can let him go in the reservoir. Maybe till he's as big as the size of my palm. I'm actually pretty afraid of his tiny claws... sharp! So far he's a happy turtle, climbing on the sides of his tank like he's doing a hand stand. Actually he is very good in hand stands. Haha! * Weight weight weight I must have put on a tonne of weight. I feel fatter. I feel the fats moving on me. I feel like my double chin got worst and my tummy are giggly. But worst is my thigh... They are hugeeee! Its like I can cut slices of a turkey kebab off my thighs. I know I have to lose this weight but sometimes with all the easy fast food pit stops, it seems so hard to say NO! I guess losing weight is still gonna be on the top list of my new year wish list. Wait... I don't really make a wishlist anymore. I guess its the "old age" taking over me. But I do make a list of WANTS. And I am very good at my WANT list. Maybe I should keep it on top of my want list this new year (: * Videos! Are you kidding me? I took the plundge in making my first video this June on YouTube just for fun! HAHAHA! I know sounds unbelievable. Unconvincing. Unimmaginable. But yeah.. why not do this video thing just for fun? So I made a video about macadamia hair products, things that I got, open beauty boxes... It is FUN. It like a thrill. But sadly my videos doesn't get many views. And its actually pretty hard to make a video. The lighting in my room seems to be flickering in videos but however in actual its all good. The pain-staking time to edit the video and save it to a HD version. And the worst is to wait for the 7632871 thousand mins to be uploaded is too long. Well especially annoying when your video fail to be uploaded halfway.. GOSH! But so far it has been fun. Working hard at work and then realeasing the stress into a video and doing something I enjoy and like is nice. * BANGKOK So I venture to Bangkok in June with Babycakes and it was a great experience. People keep saying Thailand is dangerous. And after watching The Hangover movies.. ouh yeah its pretty scary but.. that is not the case. Bangkok is a beautiful city and the people are one the most courteous-speaking people i've ever seen. The tuk-tuk rides are amazing. The night life is fun. The little shop houses are great. The price conversion to SG is wayyyy awesome. I would definately venture back to Bangkok twice a year.. well say at least once a year. There are still other places to visit like the open safari, river world, the james bond island. I love it there. Planning to go again next year of cause! *Life in general I have been hanging out with Babycake's friends lately. We even went to KL together. After all the years hanging out with them for a few hours, I still feel like they don't know me at all. I still feel un-welcome. And I still feel my opinions are not genuienly accepted by them. I still feel like they don't accept me in their little circle of friends. I feel annoyed looking at their faces on fb. But I feel like I didnt had anywhere to vent so i vent it out on poor Babycakes. Yes I can make a choice to follow them to hang out or not. But I feel like I need to be there because Babycake's friends are the manipulative kind. And I do not want Babycakes to be stuck in a scenario like that. And I do not want Babycakes to do something forcefully. And I do not want Babycakes to follow what they do just cause Babycakes had to, not want to... Which is always the case and which is always annoying me. They pretend and act like trend setters but in actual fact they are just followers. Sighhh. I guess I really need you here to vent out my feelings next time. That trip to KL with them was really a major turn off. Why must I listen to a little girl (who tries so hard to be "old") when I know what's up? When I've been there with Babycakes? Why must I listen to what they want when they don't and never have listened to what I want? Why must they show faces when I go and get the things I wanna get? Why? Is it cause they are cooler than me? Does that make me uncool? I know that I will eventually not be invited to their slumber parties any longer after this episode. Does that make them the bigger person determining who goes and who doesnt? Does that make them a judgemental person? Or does that make them great? I for once feel better knowing that Babycakes isn't that sort of person. But why must you hang out with them? Friends don't treat friends like that. Well maybe that's why I don't have friends. Its not them, maybe its me. * In conclusion.... I am going to be dead and jobless. Cause apparently the contract with a bigger company is ending. And this dec it will determine the vendors they are going to take. Everyone wants me to stay. But no one really cares about what I am thinking or feeling inside. Everyone wants to benefit themselves but no one cares about what benefits me. I guess this is life. This is life here on earth. If there is life somewhere out there in the universe (like Thor), let me know. Cause I would very much like to be there one day. For now I shall strive to do good to others, maintain my composture, do things that makes me happy and lose some weight. That is all for now, till then... Jan (:
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