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Don't burst like a grenade, let it go, let it go...
posted on Sunday, May 25, 2014 @ 4:34 PM | permalink
Hello World, You know how sometimes you are angry and you hold it in. And imagine you have been keeping it in, you know one day you will eventually burst. Burst into flames. Burst like a grenade. Complete with smoke effects and everything. I know how it stinks a lot to be made use of, to be pushed, to be "not listened to", to be ignored, to be treated less than a human, to be less important then the rest.... I know that feeling, and that feeling stinks. Sometimes I ask myself, why must I keep holding on and keep people who treat me like that, keep doing it and doing it. Do they really matter to me? Do I really matter to them? Sometimes you treat someone who don't give you back the same treatment. Why do we do that? Is it cause we let ourselves to be used upon? Or is it cause we are not so-genuine enough to expect what the same treatment back? I mean that's the least you want from someone, don't you think? To be treated like how you treat them... But if the receiving end is not the same... then something must have been wrong somewhere. Don't pursue that negativity, ignore it. There is no point being a grenade. Life is too short to think too much of others who don't think so much of you. Remember that... Janna. Oh and I got my first eBook and it was The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. Like finally I got to read it... I must say its a heart-warming, warm and fuzzy feeling kinda book and I am sure the movie, coming this June will be one of the most romantic-feeling-feeling movie of 2014... If you know what I mean.. HAHA! Regards, Jan (: PS: "You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world but you do have some say in who hurts you", Augustus Waters, The Fault In Our Stars |